YES, because I am leaving.
In just a few VERY SHORT days, I will be heading out to Pennsylvania for 47 days to train up in a new MOS. That means I am changing military jobs and I will pretty much be cutoff from my daughter for the duration of that time. I won't return until NOVEMBER!!
And missing her will be a huge guarantee.
But its gonna be ok, because while I am gone and her dad is working long hours, she will be in great hands....
|She's gonna kill me for putting her picture up!|
My mom will be flying in tomorrow from Puerto Rico. She's will be watching the baby while I go off and play Army. Unfortunately, I won't even be around tomorrow to see her come in since I will be working extra days with my unit to make a little extra cash (and boy do we need it).
Fifteen years ago, when I was just a teenager, like most teenagers, I didn't really appreciate my mom as I should have. Talk to me then and I just SWORE I was just misunderstood.
Boy, was I wrong.
My mom was always doing the right things by us. She was always present for our extracurricular activities whether it was a school musical, a wrestling match for my brother, or the many football games in which she helped us raise money in the concession stands for the High School band we both played in.
( I wish I had some pictures to show you guys but they were in a family members basement and were destroyed when the water heater exploded)
She put the pressure on us to keep our grades up, and made sure what we knew were privileges instead of entitlements. She was the good guy, and the bad guy.
She was all of that and more, and I can honestly say that I would never have understood that level of dedication and love until I became a parent.
|She's supported us in everything we set our hearts on.|
Turns out she was the one who was misunderstood,
I understand the meaning now of "I do it because I love you".
The best news about that is that once I had my own baby, that didn't change, she still does, and my little HB gets some of that unconditional love too.
So she is dropping everything she has going on in PR and coming down to New Jersey for over a month and a half for us. I can't ask for more.
It means a lot to me and I am so happy that they can catch up on all the lost time (they haven't seen each other since February).
Isn't it amazing what a mother will do for their child?